the good ones always fall.

one of the few pca's (who i actually liked) got fired yesterday. it seems like all of the nice pca's are losing their jobs. he came to the apartment yesterday to speak with the supervisor of the assisted living program and he told me that he was fired and that he would miss me. i should've given him my cell phone number, i gave my cell phone number to the other two nice pca's that were fired before. jobs are hard to find and i hope that he can find another better one. i teared up on the way to the courage center thinking about how i should've got his phone number and how i probably lost all contact with him. it isn't fair, maurice said that he thinks that the stupid nurse had something to do with him getting fired and i think that he did mention the nurse when he was telling me why he got fired. i'm left with all the stupid lazy pca's and all the nice pca's are getting fired, i told my grandma that he got fired and that all the nice pca's are getting fired and she said that's usually how it goes- the good ones always get the short end of the stick. i wish i would've gotten saaid's phone number, he just came back from morocco and was just getting his job back, i'll miss him.